What is your twin flame story?
14.06.2025 04:46
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
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It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
U understand who we are in your own way
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
Forever n ever n ever!
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
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Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
What is the reason for writing X^2 as XX instead of X*X?
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
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The panic was real,
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
When he realized who he was,
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
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Blessings
What I saw in him ,
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
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For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
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I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
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Like a wild fire spreading fast
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
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SO,
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
I wish you nothing but the very best
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You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
N though, you might not know about tfs,
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
He complained about me messing up his life ,
It's like my blood pressure was high
NOW,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
I will always love you.
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
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We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
I felt beautiful inside n out
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
Live long !!
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
Didn't put any thought into it,
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
Still,it didn't work.
When you're loved right, you bloom!
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
To my surprise,
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
I never lost words to say to him
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
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I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
This was happening fast
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I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
Well,
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
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I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
I don't even know how to explain it,
The replacement was my lookalike
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
I know you've accepted this love .
Also NOTE:
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
My body temperature unbalanced
Everything had gone.
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It was in my happiest era
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
At this moment,
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
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May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
That I was a beautiful woman
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
We became each other's focus project and aim.
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We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
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From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
NOTE:
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
But now,
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He questioned why I loved him,
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
Love n light.
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
I have no regrets 😊 😊
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He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting